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hey`! i'm back to add another entry le! since my da jie saes she wann slp till 5 den use com.. haas.. y not let me bring u back on my valentines dae? =p duh.. know u guys not realli interested.. but i juz wanna make a mark on that special dae.. 14th feb huh? it marked off my journey with a bad start.. i went singapore poly for course counselling.. was realli interested in their business admin but my R4 was too high fer tt course.. well.. i know i could try DAE and so on.. but the lecturer dere sae i couldn't do so? because.. i failed both my sciences.. DUH!!! was quite shocked when the lecturer told me tt i needed science fer business cuz there was no indication on the JAE booklet tt i needed science fer tt course besides the letter i recieved indicated tt i was eligible fer tt business admin course!!! wads all this rubbish.. was realli depressed over tt matter and tt ZX.. was rubbing salt into my wound.. "why scored so badly fer ur sciences? go retake em this year then come back la!" tts it.. my tears was on the verge of flowin out le.. but.. hw could i cry in front of all these unknown people???? i just swallowed back my tears in.. u know the feeling of swallowing tears.. don't u.. ? it makes u feel more down n depressed.. well tts fer me.. as soon as the lecturers left me n weiting alone.. i gt hold of the chance n left singapore poly unwillingly.. i wasn't able to even take a look at my "prince" =/
on da mrt.. ZX sent a total of 3 messages containing "sorry" in it.. i dun realli blame u la.. but i was juz "too knocked back to reality?" *sad* in fact recieving the 3 sms made me felt tt i'm bad.. haas..
after leaving singapore poly.. weiting unwillingly followed me to bugis.. haas.. duh.. she was tired mahh.. we din even had the chance to take neoprints.. there was simply too much couples squeezing in dere waiting to take neoprints. wad do u expect? it was valentines dae mahh.. around after another 15min walk in parco bugis we decided tt we were too tired.. and headed home.. mood of depression nv left me since the sp incident .. den.. it happened!!!!!
I SPILLED MY HANDMADE COOKIES N CHOCS IN THE MRT STATION!!!! (as i was abt to enter da mrt train) sobbsx!!! it was fer my darling huang! (liwen la.. not my "prince") =/
i quickly picked em up n placed em in my bag.. was so sad.. i slept in the train.. hopin to forget all the incidents tt happened to me.. but NO! when i woke up weiting told me the waes i slept was so funny.. (i was standing while sleepin ma..) she said i was like bowin to her.. haha.. aniwae the sleep wasn't good.. felt so uncomfortable.. learnt smth though.. **dun sleep while standing in train.. haiss.. spoilt my image! haas..
reached CP not long after den companied weiting to watsons to buy her chocs.. den she PS-ed me.. haiss.. she chose to went home with her jie jie? i mean like its alright la.. if its me.. i wud gladly do so too.. haha.. but my da jie wun be thinkin soo....lol..
Fer me.. i chose to walk home by the long route instead of takin LRT.. sighh.. adult fare lehh.. was goin to be end of da dae soon.. n i still had 5 boxes of cookies n chocs.. sad.. nobdie appreciates wad i done? i was walkin near to his blk.. so i called him? n dated him? uhhhhh.. sort of ba.. i dunno hw to phrase it in a nice manner.. haas.. it was actualli.. quite a some sort of miracle? he agreed.. =) i handed him the stickers with his name imprinted on it? yepp.. i did.. i made the stickers last year christmas eve.. at where he worked? unfortunately.. tt was where i met the indian pervert as well.. Sobbsx..
i handed him my hand-made cookies as well.. it was actualli quite amazing.. i found out he dislikes the taste of milk.. luckily.. the cookies doesn't contain ani percentage of milk =)) after tt we went on chatting abt my O levels results n wad courses i could actually choose.. it was i nice n cooling talk.. i enjoyed every moment v v much.. he was wearing orange tee when he came down.. i suppose he likes orange colour? cuz.. i hab alwaes been seeing him with orange.. haha.. hais.. as you know.. good times doesn't last.. i had to go.. had to meet up with one of my ex senior.. to my suprise.. he accompanied me to meet him up.. =)) he was...... so gentleman.. =D
after meeting up with tt senior i went to looka fer ah ang to pass her my cookies n chocs.. =) den i went home reminiscing the moments i spent with him.. haha.. i told u i like fantasising.. it was a happie dae.. after wad happened in the late evening.. =) hw i wished he was my valentino.. hw i wished he is by my side.. but no.. he doesn't has tt type of feelings fer me.. i won't push further.. i will juz stay at a little dark corner likin him.. happiness n bliss isn't smth u can wishh fer much.. the more u wish.. the lesser there is.. i dunn wanna him avoid me again.. i like things are now.. dun bring me back to reality now.. myb sometym later ba.. when i learnt hw to deal with my feelings.. =] hais... why am i getting so emotional right now.. think i'll stop here fer 14th feb! it was a great dae! =)
duhh.. after finishing this entry i would probably juz clean up my room n as well as the living room ba.. it packed with my stuff.. those sec 4 books n so on.. dun realli hab the heart to throw my stuff u know.. after i spent effort doin those stuff n writing notes.. but i'll hab to do so.. cause my ah ma is movin in with us.. it will cause inconvieniences fer her n us de.. i've got to be a good girl fer once? =D i lubb my ah ma! =)
stopping here =/ if onli u felt the same wae://*pingsx
Rainbowlin