bonjour!

alright.. i dunno wads happening.. this blogger thing doesnt goes well with my lappie.. there is smth wrong.. whenever i tried to sign in it would reply saying that there was error signing in its either my active scripting is not on or wadsoeva.. but when i went to check they are all enabled lo. then it juz wouldn't let me sign in.. aww.. stupid blogg....then now i put www.blogger.com/home then it juz lead me directly into my blog.. stupid stupid.. and stupid... todae like so damn guai lo.. haha. so early jiu go home ler.. can u believe it?? i reached home at 6.10pm!! haha! normally bu dao 11pm+ wun go home de lo. nvm.. be a good girl once in a blue moon! haha. i gonna lose my freedom soon.. tts when my CYA starts lar.. damn sad.. but i juz dun feel like letting go of this programme! i muz presevre! i muz get the CYA award and the testimonial! =x tt seems like the onli motive now... o man.. wad have become of me.. the previous me was so into CYA becuz i get to serve the different ppl.. arghh.. i've changed.. =( i am so sad over the change.. i dun like the wae i am now.. i am such a silly lovelorn now.. thinking of someone who is so impossible to be with me.. and everydae cant stop thinking abt him.. totally controlled by him.. so blur sotong now.. tell me any nonsense i would believe (this applies to everyone) then u tell me the truth i wun believe. arghh.. where is the previous wanping!!?? where is the previous apple?? i was so great with my art stuff then.. so spot-on on stuff.. WAD IS HAPPENING?? can i turn back to be the old wanping?????? i doubt so lo.. my size oso change liaos.. haha! fatter ler.. not as skinny as BAMBOO as b4 ler lo.. siann.. i cant show off to ppl who are fat liaos.. =( haha. no offence ar.. master juz now called me when i was on my way walking home.. hmm.. he is outside.. i supposed he called us to see whether we have any programmes anot?? ya.. think so.. i wish i wish i have more determination. so as to make myself stop thinking for him even like one dae oso good.. and spend more of my time on my friends. i seems to like neglect them alot lo.. haish.. suan ler suan ler.. i shall go take out my contacts and go rest awhile bahh.. so tired.. iiii.... shall not miss him for todae! =) i'll not sms him or msn him unless he does first? okie! deal! i muz believe i can do it de! :)

applerox.
au revoir.

apple loves
6:17:00 PM

ooo.. i so angry lo.. ytd tried to log into blogger using hse com for so long lo but cannot log in.. hmm.. its blogger gt prob or my lappie gt prob? hmm.. seriously speaking i ytd was in such a depressed mood tt i dun hab time to get angry over blogger lar.. lol. this morning tried to log in again oso cannot.. hmm.. later go home try again bahh.. if still cannot tt means my lappie spoilt liaos.. haha. btw i'm now in sch orhh!! =)

ytd was sad becuz.. master suddenly told me abt him going over to macau work with allan.. sia lahh.. damn sad lor.. i tot he going over with allen soon.. haish.. but later then found out tt it may take another 1 or 2 years for him later to go over.. relieved abit.. haha. but nonetheless was still sad.. but b4 everything takes place.. he have to work in a hotel again so that he can be referenced by allen in the future. so i asked my papa if there was ani job available in GPH haaz. papa sae there was.. chef de peite or smth liddat for the cold kitchen or wad.. then i told master.. master sae job rank too high for him.. haha. but i think he can do it de lo.. 1mth onli $1000+ less than wad he can earn in suntec as a part-timer lo.. haish.. aniwae.. i din have much mood to talk to him later on.. so i went off saying that i had morning lecture tml.. have to wake up at 7am. then off i went.

the surprise came this morning. haha. master actually morning called me!! hw sweet can he be? he like still in sleepy mood lor.. does tt means he purposely woke up juz to wake me up?? =x or he din slp at all? i dunno lar... haish.. eric also morning msged me lorr.. haha. so nice of them.. indeed i woke up okie.. but in the end i also nv turn up for the lecture.. haish........ nvm nvm.... myb i'll catch the thursdae de :) think i'll stop here bahh.. dajie waiting for me to blog finish n go home! haha.

au revoir!! :)

apple loves
4:13:00 PM

hmmm.. its been stone ages since i last blogged eh? sch reopened. :D i gt my cds ler! french n leadership! haha. so mad with french now! :) bonjour! :D o ya.. i went pulau ubin recently. on dajie's birthdae! :D siannn... tt dae went cycling.. n i fell down at the very very steep slope ..sobb. v pain.. i fell off my bicycle lo.. then rolled a distance.. head knocked onto a big rock.. then back gt scratched.. ankle abit bleeding.. knee gt scratched too.. so pain.. sobb.. then after tt slope.. i was ver scared of all the slopes.. =( i wanted so much to quit cycling lo... sobb.. but eric jie mui kip pushing me encouraging me to go on n on.. sobb.. maria was quite good too. he tried to wait for me by cycling slow.. haha. v ming xian.. cuz most of the time he cycle as the leading one.. he hardly is the last few de.. i was whereas the last one at the back most of the time. =/ had lunch at the jetty then went for a change of bike.. then off we go again.. but this time was better.. i din realli fall.. haha.. but my muscles realli ached.. maria they all went swimming at the "kuang hu" lo.. haha. like very fun n nice lo.. wanted so much to join them.. but its juz so not appropiate bahh.. plus rw they all like dun wann go down.. so.. haish.. nv join them.. haha. maria was so so so funny lo.. hehe. the wae he jumped into the water.. haha. had video of him doing tt okie.. =D after the second half.. we went to had dinner at jetty again. awww.. soo nice.. cuz hungry marr.. the "shan zhu" meat quite nice :) first time eating tt.. haha. nice first time experience. =) then.. we went back on bus to go to the awfully chocolate shop! :) wanted to buy the chocolate cake give dajie for present de.. but it was closed.. 9pm.. we reached at 9 15.. haish.. the salesperson wun even relent to let us buy juz one cake.. despite our pleadings.. baddie.. so we went to hagen daz n bought one nice nice choc ice cream cake n gave it to dajie! =) i guess dajie was so super touched bahh.. haha. =) they all bullied me lo... pinch my face pull my hair etc. BADDIEs!! haha. aniwae went home soon after tt. hmm.. think tt night everyone was online.. then sending photos etc. .. head so pain pain lo.. think its becuz of the baluku i had from knocking the rock.. pain till i wann cry..i gt a total of 10 balukus lorr.. 1 on head 3 on each knee n 3 on my buttocks..aniwae suddenly.. the suprise came too.. everyone suddenly put my pic of sleeping in the bus as display pic lo.. BADDIEs.. haha. but by tt time.. i was crying ler lo.. err... not realli over the pic lar.. it was becuz my head.. it was realli pain.. gave me a headache.. =/ then they were all laughing at me in the conversation room lar.. i told them to stop it ler.. i wasnt feeling good.. but they juz kept on n on.. made me so sad n fed up. here i am crying n there they are laughing at me non-stop.. none realli showed concern lo.. abit realli sad.. haish.. aniwae.. i juz gt so fed up tt i juz went off the conversation.. not replying much to anione of them.. i juz wasnt in the mood.. haish.. had my mummy to rubb the balukus.. ='( more worse.. cry until like siao.. told my papa abt it when he came home. maria kip msn-ing me non-stop.. i knew v well he was sent by the others to comfort me n see hw i was.. but .. i juz was touched by the wae he msn to me tt he was worried.. haish.. i dunno. aniwae.. its juz liddat lo.. end! =) of pulau ubin trip lar..


then on wednesday.. we had our so-called first dae of sch! :D maria they all came over to our sch n looked for us lo.. hmm.. so weird.. i suggested to eat outside cuz i juz feel weird tt they r in sch.. haha..one look u'd know tt they not from our sch de lo.. juz din wanted them to get into trouble.. but in the end we were to eat in sch lo.. cuz xiner they all wanted to eat in sch.. after tt xiner they all went for their classes.. then.. we went on to tcc to start out our so called business =) was realli excited at first.. but as we go on with it.. i totally became zhi bi.. i isolated myself cuz i felt very useless in the discussion.. haish.. ruowen was doing the writing then everybdie were giving ideas n suggestions .. hmm.. its like.. they had the same ideas n suggestions as mine.. so i juz diam diam lo.. in the end i was like doing nth.. so i might as well do my own stuff right? haish.. tt dae i was very quiet.. haaz.. din wanted to take mrt from boon keng de lo.. but maria said if i take to boon keng he pei me take mrt dao hougang.. hees. so i agreed. in the end he oso stopped at sengkang lar.. cuz gt his bus at the interchange.. haha. blur maria. saw this guy at boon keng mrt station.. he was sleeping on top of the resting area. with the shoes on the floor n camera juz laid by his side openly.. gt this auntie tried calling him up lar.. in the end he juz look at his watch n sleep back.. hmm.. weird guy.. hao bahh.. i'll realli stopped here! :) FRENCH ROX~

BONSOIR~ :)

apple loves
5:11:00 PM

2 daes ago. we went sentosa! tt dae.. master broke 3 verbal promises.. =( he did not turn up for the sentosa trip as like he told me he would most likely go.. 2ndly.. he did not turn up for the dinner tt he said wud as well.. =( thirdly.. he said supper.. but.. haha. he din make it.. the 3rd one was more of a joke lar.. =) master told me he wasnt feeling too good after the interview cuz the chances seems bleak.. =( tt i understand.. so i din force him lo.. but gege kip saying he bluff me de.. he doesnt have any interview.. i still believe master more lehh.. :( then.. i called master again.. cuz gege ask me to ask him he wann come anot.. cuz v fun.. master replied no.. but this time he said call him for dinner instead.. he most likely wud go.. hmm.. but in the end he din again.. cuz its at habourfront.. the hawker centre.. =( i was sad la..... abit.. off the mood liaos.. but.. using my conscience to answer.. indeed it is abit off to call ppl specially to go to habourfront de hawkwer centre juz to eat dinner right.. =/ then.. after tt.. i called master thinking of telling him abt the pulau ubin trip thing de.. but he din answer my call.. so ruowen called too. but he din answer as well. emm.. after awhile master called. nt me la.. but rw : hmm.. abit jealous of rw.. haha. cuz he called her mar.. den act. i was abit angry lo. but after he ended the call with ruowen he called me.. =.= lame is lame lar.. but ya.. i was happy over it. :) the sentosa trip overall was kinda fun lo. i gt thrown into sea for 2 times. n almost being buried in sand for once. but the unfortunate one became my jie jie.. haish! sorwee dajie. haha. tt night we went pooling at clementi.. =x so late lo.. so me n rw after tt stayed at dajie's hse. we've gt the girl night chat :) i'm loving their company more n more. :) they juz rox. think i better stop here bahh.. :)

apple loves
1:54:00 AM

hello! i'm here to blog blog blog again! haha. ytd i went roller-blading lehh! so fun. so siao siao siao lo. lets juz long story shot cut sae.. haha. ytd went roller-blading at east coast park. well.. i dunno hw to blade so i gt myself safe guards to protect myself nevertheless i still gt hurt lo. i fell down around 10 times plus plus lo.. myb near 20? i dunno its so not countable. haha. too mani times ler.. haha. its like for every hump i passed by i'd fall.. myb even at the slopes.. so scary.. i gt so scared lo.. master n ah loon n kor kor kip teaching me non-stop.. encouraging me to go on n on.. so touched.. but i was juz so scared.. i fell until my buttocks gt so pain lo.. hmmm.. wad imprints in my mind most was when master hold my hand and lead me thru the wae.. sry ar.. u guys know i'm the fantasy type.. so naturally.. the scenario juz seems too sweet ler.. so it juz imprinted on my mind. :) okie. after tt we had steamboat at somewhere near bugis.. awww.. its so fulling lor.. a great day it is.. OK! i said ler.. short entry! haha. so.. i'll end here! :D

apple loves
2:16:00 AM

i gt slapped by mum during the quarrel of money n relationship earlier on. papa was scolded for siding me when he was onli speaking the truth. my heart is bleeding. :'( i cried for 1h.. stopped tearing onli like 1min earlier on.. :( i still believe relationship cannot heng liang with $$. find my mummy abit detestable now.. i cant help it. i feel like running out of the hse.. but..no.. :(

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apple loves
12:50:00 AM

hmm.. someone save me? i'm dropping into this pit-less hole.. =( i'm getting so controlled by him, his actions n his emotions. =( i dun wann larr.. i'm becoming more n more like a puppet.. going to be totally controlled. save me someone? :x he wasn't in a good mood todae.. n he tried smiling to me.. arghh.. hate it.. was totally affected by it. instead of feeling happy n smile back.. i became more worried lo.. cant even realli smile out. see hw he affected me?? my life.... =.= haish.. ruined.. =( can i like this person lesser? :) throw me a rope bahh. i dun even know whether he wud do as wad he promised in the pact. :) but i juz believed his every single words. siann.. he had a spell on me izzit? arghh.. wadeva.. =( todae.. he lost the monopoly game! woohoo.. finally won a game against him. haha. :) i knew that they were talking abt some serious stuff todae.. but.. they juz din wanted me to know too much.. hmm.. so serious until he din even realli eat lo. =/ i wish hard tt.. the problem would be resolved soon. so tt he can have tt smile tt always made me happy to be back on his face. :) i dun wann a fake smile. i wann a heartfelt smile. u'd fulfil tt wish right? :)

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apple loves
3:37:00 AM

i'm back from chalet again! :D this time from changi aloha! :) yepp.. the chalet all done up by the suntec kitchen peeps! :) i'm loving it~

hmm.. supposedly everybdie were to be meeting at 2pm at pasir ris station on the first dae! but!! so many ppl ps me lo.. in the end i meeting no one.. i've to walk to ruowen's hse all by myself! lol. n guess wad? i gt lost. well.. i was nv good with directions.. haha. aniwae..i finally made my way there after figuring out n askin ppl for directions for like.. 20 to 30minutes. haha. we waited for maria they all so long lo.. from 2pm plus to 4pm plus bahh.. think gt 5pm liddat.. haha. haish! u shud hab seen.. when we were leaving.. i forgt so many stuff in rw's hse. left my hp on the table then chalet money on the floor.. wahh.. so throw face! haha. tts me lar.. goondoo haha.

i sat on the lorry!! there was everyone there! ppl who psed me! =.= all on lorry! =.= felt abit.. wow.. cheated.. =.= nvm over jiu over ler. haha. aniwae.. the first thing we did when we reached was explore! haha. my god.. i can nv rmb where are the toilets lo.. my da jie the most pro de.. she actually went to find all the toilets.. and even remember where are they lar.. haha. funny da jie. :D n o ya.. btw.. she n qingnan da ge together ler.. so i can officially call him jie fu ler! haha. so good lo.. :) sweet couple. they realli damn sweet.. =.= progress damn fast. think todae onli third dae or fourth lo.. but wow... dun tell u wad they did ler.. haha =p *secrets* aniwae.. the first dae was kinda siann.. nth much to do exactly.. haha. at night we went OCH. maria took me to "dou fong" to find alicia b4 tt.. haaz. at least i gt smth to do mar.. v sian de lo.. din eat much tt dae. OCH was so scary.. it was so dark lo. =( aniwae.. ya.. i went out of there safely. heard tt maria saw a shadow by his side.. then sinchye gege oso saw it. hoho. lucky i din. after tt.. we went to look at transexuals.. kaos.. some not even pretty at all lo. gt one wear bra onli.. haha. some look like guys still lar.. haha.

lets see.. 2nd dae.. oso nth much to do.. i played 21 from the time i woke up till late evening. damn li hai lo.. i from no $$.. den plae until i won $70++ hoho. cool. maria came back like in the afternoon liddat lo. he slept in the car.. hmm.. muz be very very tired. :) sinchye gege took fotos of him slping larr.. haha. din woke him up lo.. =) i'm a good girl. aniwae.. he woke up abit later. :) so siann lo.. think around night liddat.. i became so siann i went to isolate myself.. relaxing myself near the beach while they are all busy bbq-ing. haha. shun bian clear my mind off the heart problems n stuff mar.. i like tt cool air blowing against my face lo.. so cooling~~~ haish.. maria v good norr.. he came over n tok to me.. then he oso brought a plate of beef gimme! :) maria is a mr nicey guy.. but so tao yan lo.. make so many ppl fall for him~ hmph~~~~~ nvm bahh.. =x den.... the real activity started.. the water bombing game.. haha. siao lo. its meant to be v siao siao siao.. i was act. dry de.. all tt maria's fault.. he bombed one on me when ruowen said i was still dry.. =.= thx ar.. then after tt... maria even snatch my water bomb! in the end we snatched until it spilt... =.= .. water spilled on both of us.. wth... lol. aniwae.. throughout the whole thing.. i gt head bombed for 3 times.. =.= think 1 of them was from leon. =.= emmm.. they went to bought more after tt lo.. i bathed liaos.. so i gt out of the 2nd time! haha. =) i helped maria took care of his hp! then i took so so so so much photos with his hp lo. haish! but in the end all gone.. cuz his memory card gt prob. =( din managed to go to OCH tt night.. cuz everyone was too tired. all sleep ler~ haha.

3rd dae. i was the most earliest bird! haha. i tried to make breakfast for them to eat.. but in the end gege sae the guards come liao.. dunnid make.. juz go outside eat.. haish.. but i managed to fry some nuggets! haha. maria sleep in a very funny position lo.. so girly~~ keke. if his memory card nv spoil i may be able to upload it and show u. haha. i made maria ate one of my fried nuggets! yippeee~~ =) aniwae.. after tt.. all the draggy stuff.. we left tt chalet finally.. =.=

hmm.. tired ler larr.. dun update ler.. keke. 3rd dae gt more stuff.. but i siann.. =p

tata.
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apple loves
4:59:00 AM

Hello! back from long holidae again! haha. haven been blogging for awhile ehh? keke.. sorwee.. i was busy having fun with the funkiest group i had ever seen n been with wad! wad to do!? hahaz. Sinchye KOR kor kelvin Sir and qingnan brother-in-law! they rox! of cuz not forgetting angmomo! eric! ah Loon! Jackie! all rox!!! loving them :) hmm.. lets see.. 2 daes ago i went out with them. i had lunch with them.. and sir treated me. :) cuz y? the income he gave me was onli $1000 per month.... thats in rupiah u see.. so i wun earn even like $10 per year lar.. then tt chicken mee alrdy like $4 liao lo.. lol. then they sae my 1 yr pay wud be gone juz liddat by eating the chicken mee.. lol. craps sia..after tt went to tcc to slack.. and all of us played the game "risk" well.. sir forced me to play. :P and guessed wad?? i won twice lo~~ haha! i'm the female sole suvivor!!! i rox! haha. hmm.. tt night we went k box too.. until 3am... woahhh.. i took taxi home HEH.. todae.. went suntec again.. hmm.. b4 tt made UOB cards at rivervale mall.. cool.. :D then met rw n wt up then... shopping!!!! well.. had pastamania b4 tt.. n with sinchye! haha. KOR kor~

Kor kor said he nv tried pastamania b4.. haha. But with our help he had tried it finally! Hoho. After we ate we went into suntec with kor kor cuz ruowen wanna get her food vouchers. Then… when we reached chef exceutive’s office…
The whole gang is there lar! Haha. Sir was there too without his specs on. Then qingnan jiefu, Jackie, angmomo, jimmy, and juz the whole gang bah.. haha. Alan was there too lar… then.. BOBBY came in! shitty… he sae I kip looking at him cuz I like him.. pui.. then sir told him I kip looking at him cuz I wanna work.. then BOBBY sae wad.. he ask me work 4am then I cannot so he nv ask me go back work at all! WTH.. he nv ask lo.. then sir add on sia.. “see la.. ask u work dun wann work.. ur own fault la..” so pek chek lo. BOBBY nv ask at all hoh! Felt so maligned lo. Hmph! I hate tt feeling! But aniwae we went on shopping after tt. I bought a M industrie sorta tube shirt.. then pink panther jean material shorts.. then M.A.D new arrived shoes! Woohoo… then I bought new mascara.. hmm.. I dun rmb buying anything else ler lehh.. aniwae.. I spent $140plus for the dae! My god.. time to save money! Haha. J my life simply rox!

Apple`89
-rox on maria! :)

apple loves
12:37:00 AM