`HER! my long lost click! ):
she was found n is gone..
`HIM!!
`live happily without any worries or sadness :)
`to become a good PATISSEUR
`just to be LOVED
`go JAPAN! TAIWAN! HONGKONG! KOREA! THAILAND! AMERICA! AUSTRALIA! ...!...!
Loves
<3 apples forevermore!
<3 be loved!
<3 shopping!
<3 baking!
<3 pastries!
You are Purple Tiger, who is always cheerful and active. You are well-liked by every one. You give an impression of a girl with pure heart. You are kind and generous to everyone around you. You are rather optimistic, but may experience unsettlement by physical effect. You are good at taking care of the others and can be friend with anybody. Your relationship tends to be associating closely with small number of people, and that number increases eventually. The way you express things may be too flashy and exaggerated. You tend to have too self-conscious side. But you are a hard working person who act and move in your own pace surely and consistently. Your observation and ways of thinking is calm and objective. You don't get influenced by emotions and atmosphere. You are calculative enough to measure the distance between yourself and the other person. You also possess your own ideal world, and trying to accomplish it too hastily may lead to misunderstandings. Nevertheless, the way you pursue your potentiality gives a favorable impression to others. Once married, you will show great motherly feelings. You will create a living style that takes in account your personal interests.
Your past life diagnosis: I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern North India around the year 1850. Your profession was that of a medic, surgeon or herbalist.
Your brief psychological profile in your past life: You had the mind of a scientist, always seeking new explanations. Your environment often misunderstood you, but respected your knowledge.
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation: Your lesson is to study, to practice and to use the wisdom that lies within the psychological sciences and in ancient manuscripts. With strong faith and hard work you will reach your real destiny in your present life.
Do you remember now?
ERrmmm... wth? lol! im a MAN! ((x do i still have tt lovely MAN smell? ((x no wonder im so violent or vuglar at times!? im nt tt a pure GIRL! LOL! alright tts all for today.. tml going out to celebrate my birthday with huang they all.. hmmm.. feels weird.. not realli looking forward to it =xx
anw.. NIGHTS
apple loves
2:58:00 AM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
and now now~ let me blog about TODAY! =x i officially announce.. JASMINE is a FREAKING SUCKER. SHE realli likes to choose me to scream at lar! wtf. thanks to J. can!? stupid J. came out to be aboyeur today lar.. WTH! he had me to prep for cutting bread la.. i nv cut before can.. i prep hao le still ask me like i free anot.. ask me cut.. then i was like.. i dou prep hao ler.. of cuz im cutting la.. and at the same time i was replying i was like heading for the breads la.. STUPID k.b. JASMINE.. SHOUTED AT ME.. HE ASK YOO CUT THEN YOO CUT NOW! NOW! NOW! super F.up! SHE was like blocking the bread LAR! i nid her to walk to the side and then i can reach for the BREAD CAN!? stupid sicko. U STAND THERE U THINK I CAN TAKE THE BREAD FROM THE CABINET IZZIT!? then i was like giving her the attitude face and replied " the bread is there lar! i need the BREAD then can cut" F. sia.. she took the bread out lo.. then snatch my bread knife and start to anyhw cut the foccacia.. freak leh.. all so buay balanced can.. and din even wear gloves or wash hands and sommore ar.. WEAR WATCH! SEE LA.. u DUA TAO nv set good example still dare to pick on us. how to respect yoo!?
then she realli damn kao bei lar.. she shouted one new order for fish de lo.. then we do liao hoh.. SHE scold us leh.. cuz the food nt yet ready for pick-up. KAO.. then dun shout first mar. forever de lo! ANYHW.. then talk to me cannot like in a better tone de leh. everytime like attacking me. then keep on harping tt i v defensive against her. OF CUZ LA! U ANYHW ONE LEH! EVERYTYM ATTACK ME ONLI.. HW CAN I NT BE!?
then becuz of her kip scolding me n shouting me.. i kanna desmond asking me about my ATTITUDE LAR.. ASS.. sae wad muz give her RESPECT everything.. then plz be of someone for me to respect can? baby hair dropping everywhere still dare to rate our grooming.. KAOS.. juz becuz u gt the skills then big liaos lo.. anw.. almost kanna deduct marks for it.. );
O YA! SHE TOLD CHEF KEN TT SHE NV TOLD ME TO WASH THE SALAD BOWL EVERYTYM I FINISHED DOING IT! FCUK! come on lar!! ppl heard u telling tt to me OK!? nw accuse me of accusing yoo!? WTH! i did anything to offend yoo izzit? then now chef ken like so dun trust me anything lo.. freak FREAK!
LIAR. SUCKER. suck up to chef ken n chef H. onli.. others are like dogs for her to scold and order around. LOVES TO BE SUCKED UP. WTH. );
but in the end of the day i was still alright ((: cuz cuz cuz~ there was april and yixin to cheer me up! ((((((: seriously i think this yr's birthday like quite BAD or wad.. like all these recent happenings for nth like bad OMENS lo.. arghh!! immm soo freaking scaredd )): suddenly wishing that my birthday wun be coming so soon )))))):
okie.. now i shall go n finish up my hmk. 5 pigments~ =.= so much for JASMINE.. tml tell u again if i kanna tio kan by her again. yea.. my partner today was quite lousy.. she cant teach me well.. n i hate it. everything nt detailed one. so most likely tml i tio kan. cuz im in charge of fish again tml with yixin and she dont know abt everything yet =.=
apple loves
11:12:00 PM
heys! blogging this entry as on for 20th JUNE ((: yepp yepp.. was liwen's birthday! did not have the time to like blog about it at all that time =x for i had been like working after tt special occasion for her
the day b4 her birthday, i went out with ting ting to hougang to like shop for her presents and ingredients for her special super chocolatey cake. ((: i lied to her tt i was working like on 19th n 20th so i couldnt celebrate w her at all! HAA and she BELIEVED it~ hohoho~ =x
anw.. on 19th, after buying the stuff ting came over to my hse and calculated the money for the presents and also helped out in making the cheesecake. ((: this time's cake was like also a first-time-out nobdie tried it b4? =xx the whole cake was so OREO.. =x i added oreo bits in the batter.. had crushed oreo for base and cocoa powder and small oreos as decoration~ ((x so chocolate! there were like some cock-ups to cook the cake. =x luckily.. apple smart smart and i guess luck was on my side.. it turn out quite alright in the end ((:
made cream of mushroom soup too! weiting was the first to try it.. haa. ((: she said it was nice!! oweee~ cool! decorated the cake like onli on the next morning. haa.. took up so much of my time tt i dun hab the time to make a card for huang at all!!! )):
suprised liwen on 20th by suddenly popping out with weiting and others at pasir ris interchange. HAA! i heard the whole gang was singing her the birthday song at the interchange when she appeared ((: emm.. i felt that the gathering was abit weird though cuz the gang consisted her poly friends and they were like quite anti-social tt kind.. =x i tried to talk to them but u know.. they sort of like gt their own programmes tt kind la.. so when we doing this they doing tt.. they like dun wann befriend us liddat. sadd. =x
hmmm..aniwae.. we juz had our bbq things like at late evening till night.. quite alright la. for the first time ar.. tt xh like treating me so nice can.. haaa. he fed me prawns lar blah blah blah. then even like help me to carry stuff lo! =x then he at night suddenly like.. "i v long no gf le leh.. u wann be my gf?" then i laughed it off as a joke. lol! =x
aniwae.. im so glad my cake was a success can!? ((x they finished up everybit of it!! xh even like had 2 pieces. so did zy's mum. =x huang din eat much of it in fact she vomitted. sadd sia.. i knew she'd so love tt cheesecake. but recently smth is wrong with her appetite.. )): poor gal.. recover soon alright!? ((:
haa.. zy's mum n xh was like telling me their birthdays coming.. HAHA. then zy's mum wann buy cake from me.. i was like shocked~ ((x but realli happie tt so many enjoyed the cake! ((x
feels good to meet up with old friends and tok cok. OMG. YUJIE GT GIRLFRIEND ALREADY NOR!! OMGOMG!! HAHA! im sooooo SUPER SHCOKED LA!!! =x wah lau.. i also wann BOYFRIEND LEH! LOL! =xx well true love..err.. KE YU BU KE QIU (how to sae in english ar?) haha! okie ba.. tts all for her birthday entry!! (: and now some photos!!! ((x
apple loves
10:33:00 PM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
hahahaha! i found this commercial song lar!! the one kandis and DIn was crazy over with!! HAAA!
((:
saw daniel today at design sch! haa.. zhi lian king.. wear ppl's sunglasses and use other ppl's phone to take fotos. OMG..
DANIEL stop it! u r ruining and spoiling ppl's phones! LOL! i believe JO-an's phone suffered alot! LOL! uploaded his zi lian photos and sent him! (:
yea la yea la .. caryn came to kitchen like finally haa.. liddat lo.. oso nth much. yea i gt my scandalicious photo from jo-an liaos.. lol. *NEW SCANDAL.. thanks ar KB and DAN =.=
they took this behind my back as u've seen.. LOL! couple look..?? HAHA!
TOday KITCHEN was busy busy busy.. everybody was busy preparing for the BOARD of governors! =xx i was still in cold kitchen earlier on! HAHA! third day there! professional there liaos! HAHA! my salad today like made too little for a portion! =xx tortilla was no problem! DESSERT!? nahh! i did it! ((: although there was not enough fruit salads.. like whose fault can.. stupid FARM.. ownself used up one big tub and complain i din put enuf then no more le still sae i put too much.. contradicting lar..
anw.. we were down on 2 persons for our side. APril and JAnice.. LIEWS~ soooo bored u know~ J. practically did nth even though i asked him to.. he was juz happily being the so-called aboyeur.. doing nth else when we were short-handed.. n the best part was HE KEEP GIVING ME THE WRONG ORDERS!! and i was like kip doing EXTRAS becuz of him.. ASS la.. i almost tio KAN lo..
then when it came to washing... more LI HAI.. HE practically DISAPPEARED INTO THIN AIR!! haaa... great at disppearing.. im like cleaning tt cold kit for 3 days in a row can!? =.=
ANW.. on a happier tone.. the BOARD of GOVERNORS commented that LUNCH today was EXCELLENT! ((: i did my hmk din i?? (((:
apple loves
10:13:00 PM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
kuku.. agreed to run de lo.. in the end all nv run. best part some nv even like intend to run nv bring shoes and dun even know hw to tell me tt "apple, we r not running tml"
thanks la huh.. i felt like such a stupid person. myb i am juz tt insignificant to ppl.. wadeva. isnt tt always so.. sorrry keng kee.. i knew u wasnt at fault.. but i juz dun feel like talking at all. emo session..
its seems like im such a loser can. my mouth is like ever so BIG. now even offended woonyah. dun feel like talking anymore abt anything. i dunno wad might happen.. sew up my mouth.. it seems like wadeva i sae it juz offend ppl.. first jasmine n then chef ken n then.. i dunno.. juz alot.
SWEET 18 this monday?? i doubt so. so far the worst one of the 17 birthday celebrations i had.. have been hurting myself so physically tt everywhere are injuries which i din even ever know when it was even inflicted at all.
my 18 is like so damn suay. when liwen called and chatted with me which day to celebrate.. i juz simply told her.. dun celebrate le lar.. juz forget abt it. at tt moment realli have this tot of like rotting at home for the whole day for my 18th.
wadeva.. KITCHEN sux and LIFE is getting sucky too. i hate the world and i hate myself. TAKE me AWAY.
*cries*
apple loves
10:13:00 PM
KITCHEN TODAY SUX! CHEF JAS is SOOoooooOOooo Picking on me! no matter whether it was realli my mistake anot! I even gt scolded by like following CHef KEn's instructions la..stupid arrrrrrr.... i din do anything wrong la..
WESTERN KITCHEN Suxxxxx~ )):
the more i tried to explain ar.. the more JAs wud scold can.. idiot.. then when chef KEN scold me for some stuff which i followed Chef Jas' instructions ar.. i wanteed to explain lar.. then when i open mouth saying "CHef Jas.." then i kept quiet.. cuz it seems like explaining wud do nth at all.. and besides JAs sae dun push the blame to anyone.. )): but i felt damn damn damn terrible tt i cried.. so shitty lar.. re-open sch 1st day.. then tears.. HAIS.. well CHEF ken managed to make out wad i was trying to explain and then kept apologizing to me for mistaking me.. =/ made me cried more.. HAIS~ chef KEN is the best! ((:
STUPID JAS.. can laff with vx n wh but not me at all.. no matter hw i try not to make any mistakes.. the more i try the more i kanna.. UNFAIR.. i was damn damn damn angry lo.. but i din grumble nor sae anything lar.. EVEN SO! i still kanna SCOLDED!!!!! she sae " apple ar.. IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY THEN DUN WORK ANYMORE! GO HOME! " F la.. i din complain or do anything still scold.. )): i felt damn terrible whole day..
but i've realli gt to be thankful tt i gt this bunch of friends with me.. DIN (my bf), keng kee, wesley, kannan, shawn and daniel bah.. they made me laugh alot like earlier on during dinner! awwwww... they are my cure to sadness (:
played games after dinner.. the "ba lah ba ba ba~" OMCHI-TONG KA! OMCHI-TUKI! OMCHIchi! HAA.. *loves them!!* ((: gonna stand strong again! FIGHT back that JAS! u shall see hw i gonna make u mad! hees! =x i can de! ((:
okie now APPLE shall *Greee u guys NIGHTS! fighting fighting! ((:
RUNNing offf my FATS tmlll~ wheeee~ ((x
apple loves
12:51:00 AM
Monday, June 25, 2007
24th-25th JUNE! ((:
smuggled into sch and stayed over till morning of 25th~ ((x then off we went to ECP to help out the healthy lifestyle event for ah gong, ah ma, aunties and uncles =xx
i seriously think the daniel goh gt lack of so much sleep tt he was so damn hyper since the night.. then when reach ECP still damn hyper even after he kanna from the SAM.. HAHA! but yea la.. becuz of him the others gt a little high~ then~~~ WHEEE~ TP spirit came out again! HAAA!
poor woonyah la.. kip on kanna by that SAM.. his english realli damn PRO.. haha. becuz of his mistakes.. we had fun. hees! THUS~
we became the noisiest grp there! d:
each of us took a grp. i gt a grp of 45! haa. we did some workout tgt then headed for our 1.4km! haha!
FUN din came until the whole thing ended and we sent off our grp~ ((: and thennnn.. we... CAMWHORED! and did super silly stuffs! ((x
let the pics do the talking la.. i lazy liaos! ((:
our grp FLAGS.. so called flags.. LOL! made our hands soooo *SOUR* from holding it =x
*left to right* Gerald, KB, Apple n JO-an ((:
wheee~ boyfriend's belly is the BEST! ((: WE LOVE IT! HAHA! =xx
our super ugly foto~ JO-an simply could smile out at all! haha! ((:
ITs FUnnnnnNnnn~ ((x
saw li ziyi and ahben while eating MOS ((:
SHe is cuteeee man! ((:
shortly after we ate.. HOME we went! ((:
apple loves
11:56:00 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
immm ssooo damnnn tired~ today is a bad bad bad bad day! i thnik.. caryn was my partner.. as usual.. i know she wun turn up.. but the best part was.. we 2 were the only ones for fitting room.. which means.. fitting room is all mine today! WTH!
had to run here n there n everywhere! damn tired.. best part was like i mistook a customer as my colleague and asked him to help me get a new piece! KAOS.. how dumb could i be.. i was like blushing until like siao la.. they were all laughing at me.. haha.
another incident was i tot i was quite lucky to get a sociable customer.. and it turnedd out tt the customer was super lor sor! she kip asking abt the skinny non-stop and had her daughter like tried the 3 pieces of skinnies over n over again for like 7 times?? and alot of skinnies were like asked to be given to her for trying lo~
then the last part was like i tot woah~ finally 10pm alrdy can close shop liaos.. then 2 customers came in with a bunch of clothes.. WAH LAU~ i realli feel like crying larr.. today is the like most LATEST day i went home from work can~ =.= i 11 30pm then reach home lo! normally is 11pm latest =x
hmmm.. gonna update on liwen's birthday celebration soon! ((: now no time~ gonna slp! tml MORNING SHIFT! =.= $$ is so difficult to earn~ HAIS~
apple loves
1:32:00 AM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
another day stucked at home. i hate my home. it doesnt feels like home ):
it seems like a routine to wake up like at 7am-9am from sneezingand coughing recently. ): realli hurts my nose, my lungs, my throat and eyes alot. nose hurts from sneezing.. lungs and throat hurts from coughing cuz it seems like i cant breathe normmally while sneezing then eyes teared alot from sneezing and coughing. feeels like smth is realli wrong with me sommhow.. feels wobble and feeble when awoken from the sneezes.. it would always be like near 10am-12pm when i dozed off in pain again )):
woke up again at 4pm plus.. so much for telling din tt i wud drop by in sch and help him clean the room or even bring some cakes over for them to eat )): sorry boyfriend.
quarrelled with mummy today. over another stupidd reason again. cuz she wouldnt give me $$ to buy some veggies. )): i juz wanted to make some nice food for them to eat.. on top of tt.. she complimented that the food i cooked was lousy and that hers was way much better than mine tt whenever she cooked the food would all be finished up.
well.. that would be tt she hardly even cooks nowadays can.. has been asking the family to eat maggie mee blah blah.. its also like some practice tt my family everyday eat maggie mee now.. -.-
pathetic home.. to think this house lived 2 chefs. and 1 housewife. its forever over $$ she wud be quarrelling abt.. i cant think of any reasons y she wouldnt let me have the money to buy fruits and so.. she is keeping the money for wad? =.=
well, on a lighter tone.. SIS couldnt tahan the both of us quarreling so she forked out money and accompanied me to buy ingrdients. ((: for once she ROX.. =x
i'll be preparingCREAM of MUSHROOM souptml~ ((: well~ for all i'd care even if she doesnt drinks the soup~ bleh! im bakingcheesecakeagain tml~ oweee eeee~ ((x lets look forward to tml eh? ((: azahar sms-ed me and asked if i could lend him $300.. emmm.. obviously im v v low on cash now.. =x n yea.. juz dun have tt much.. not even a $100.. =x sry~ anw.. wadeva did he needed for? hmmm..
tts all for tonight! ((:
apple loves
3:54:00 AM
Monday, June 18, 2007
i wannna add on smth! I SUPER HATE TT BASTARD! DUN COME AND DISTURB ME ANYMORE! UR ACTIONS MAKES ME PUKES!!! IMMMM SSSOOOOO SERIOUS! ALL the memories of us doing soul talking together and everything.. when i think of it.. i cant help it but think.. KAOS.. u r so DAMN FAKE and CONTRADICITNG.. sae one thing here and do another thing there.. Fuck.. probably u were actin to us all the while.. and when i think of tt i truly thinks tt im an f.assholic idiot and when i think of us caring like for each other n ur LIES and the EVERYTHING!! YUCKS! disgusted ME TOTALLY! PLS DISAPPEAR FROM MY LIFE FOREVER MAN!! I CANNOT TAHAN YOO!!! my health will deteriotes SIA.. I MUZ BE SO DAMN BLOODY BLIND TO BELIVE UR EVERY WORDS AND BLOODILY FELL FOR U! SUX SUX SUX! FUCK.. DISAPPEAR PLS..
PS: sorry for the vulgarities ppl! =xx juz to rant out =xxx
apple loves
1:52:00 AM
owweeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeee~ oweeee~ LOL! immm quite high today! well but tts so like after work thing thing lar..
TODAY's work.. DAMN DAMN DAMN SIAN! working life sux.. sian dao~ lol. well.. who realli loves to work realli.. everyone works like cuz of $$$ im no exception! lol!
Gerald came to find me today! haha! cuz he din nid to work today suddenly.. WELL.. the colleague sae it was raining therefore he dun have to work. HAa! he waited for me like for 3 hours.. then we went shopping after tt! ((: i bought 3 TEES from PULL n BEAR!! wheeee~ i found new shopping partner!
errr.. SESAME STREET rox? LOL! elmo loves DRAWING! ((x HAA.. one of my shirt was like ELMO.. =x
had supper with kandis n DIN earlier on ((: okie lar.. quite fun! HAHA! kandis was like sooo RANdom... gatsby commercial (her version) was repeating like.. quite a few times.. HAHA! damn funny.. =x tok cok, ate pratas~ if everyday life is like tt~ argh~ i juz hate to work when no one is there to siao with me! )):
earning $$ is soo hard! ))))))x GOD ar GOD ar~ dropp $$ leh! HAA.. immm so gonna slp now! ((: nights!
apple loves
1:33:00 AM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
wahhh wahhhhh wahhh~ immmm sooo sooo soo tired... working working workinng.. saw this nice nice jumper or wad it is called.. selling in our shop..new product.. NICE PRICE.. $123.00 OMfg.. n im intending to BUY it.. OOOmmmgggg~ okie.. update u guys again.. imm sooo going to slp now.. A3 shift tml! haaa.. =xx SUPPER tmlll~~ PAPA's bdae TML~~ =xx i gt this super huge sense of bankruptcy coming )):
apple loves
1:07:00 AM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
i feel v much like crying this moment.. juz came home like not long ago.. din realli shooped much with caryn.. kind of.. SIAN.. yea. on the way home, i was stoning throughout. when i reached my stop it took me like awhile to realize it then alight la.. thrice in a row.. even when the lift door opens i oso like still stoning.. =.= gt the impulse to rebond n shorten my hair.. gt this feeling juz throw everything aside.. like all the fanciful hairstyle.. clothes.. juz throw them at one side.. then feel like juz wearing long sleeved clothes and some shorts or wad.. juz normal.. i juz feel like being a normal lil girl all of a sudden.. and yepp.. gt this impulse to juz go missing on my birthday.. i dun feel like celebrating it at all at this moment~ HAIS! i dunnnooooo.. dun ask me y all the impulse.. ): LIFE sux..
PS: there was this botak guy kip looking at me when i was in the mrt throughout.. Kns.. pick someone better can.. )): so not in the mood to care abt it at all.. )):
apple loves
6:57:00 PM
PHOTOS SHARING TIMEE!!!! ((x Venue: Sengkang to Dohby (park mall's sakae) Time: 2pm-7pm plus Characters: APPLE, TING, HUANG~ ((x Date: 11 June 2007
ting, ME and HUANG~ on the way to dohby! (in mrt)
me n beloveddd HUANG~ ((:
OUR SUSHIS!! omg.. YUMMY! XP
ya la ya la... im acting cute ((:
me n my APPLE clip~ kengkee bought for me de ((: PS: thank yooo kengkee!! *loves* ((x
welll~~ tts the 3 of us~ playing with my apple CLIP~ HAA! coming up soon: APPLE gang! ((x
me and ting's HOUSEFLY specs HAHA!
they were trying squeeze me out of the PHOTO! well~ i popped out! ((x
THe 3 GOODIE GOODIE FRIENDS~ ((:
LASTLY!!..
me n WEITING! ***SMOOOOOCHES!!!
liews.. how can i not pull up a stupid stunt for ending the photos sharing session!? ((: may our friendship *xiang xi shui chang liu~* ((: u guys are the lights of my DARKENED world! (:
apple loves
1:56:00 AM
imm so back to work again can~ weird RI~ lol. here telling me that im being fired and there im going there to work again.. weird weird weird.. DAMN siann can.. the people there dun realli tok much to me except for yanti and cheryl ((: new friends but cool.. age gap? NAH! ((:
ytd went out with weiting n ahHUANG~ wheeee~ not sae realli like having fun or wad.. but i do enjoy our every moment together.. laughing at each other stupid stunts and actions each one of us did.. which we did not realli witness.. ((: like tt incident where HUANG n her bf.. ATE THE GREEN PEAS WHOLE THING DOWN LA.. u know those u get to eat at sakae.. lol! they ate it with the skin la! muhahaha.. so damn funny..
then another incident where weiting n liwen the 2 of them.. ting trying to ask huang get out of the train for it cannot be board.. but when she was trying to do so.. the door closed.. LOL. huang inside n ting outside.. wth la.. lol
there was still this one where huang was telling me fang kip asking her giving birth? lol. and she kept hurrying liwen to give birth soon!? LOL! FANG! SHE HAVEN 18 CAN!? ILEEGAL LO! HAHA! but myb after 20th JUnE alright?? ((x
anw.. we STUFFED ourselves with SUSHIS and so much more la.. EXPENSIVE.. but damn FILLING.. ((: worth it ((: took some stupid fotos with them.. HAHA. like some kids la.. ((: LOVES THEM!!
o ya.. i din perm my hair in the end.. cant bear to part with my $$ =x no la.. cant bear to part with my hair then real.. gt this feeling tt if i perm ar.. or do anything tts related to chemical again ar.. MY HAIR REALI WUD SPOIL! then until then wann save oso cannot.. so... here goes my 18.. ACT CUTE LITTLE DOLL..
look like some DOLL with tt stupid hair.. i wanted to look demure one can!? not some DOLL.. =.= sommore its those like super act cute types.. argh~ i hope my fringe grows longer~ quickly.. =x
going out with caryn tml~ ((: time to go bed now! NIGHTS~ i mean.. morning~ ((:
apple loves
12:57:00 AM
Monday, June 11, 2007
immmmm so so so F.TIRED =.= juz came back from work at VIVO like at 3am but well~ i went to eat.. so reached home at 5am~ then watched 2 episodes of CONDOR F HEROES~ HAHA.. n imm soo now off to sleep can.. TIRED~ gonna skip the stupid A3 shift tml can.. gonna lie sae i oversleep tts y din turn up~ OOOO.. i hope my Teeth wun drop frm lying ): meeting weiting n liwen to go out lo! arghh.. STUPID HAIR.. colleagues laughed at me can!? they sae.. OMG!? WAD HAPPENED TO UR HAIR.. i SWEAR im gonna make it right man.. off to far east plaza $100 STUPID PERM.. well~ sis is going to sponsor me $50~ HURRAYS.. but even if soo.. i still like spent $170 on hair can.. arghhh.. stocktaking tml again.. CRAP.. earning money in such a tiring way~ )):
I tot i could handle it well now.. i tot it wud be in control if i see u.. but it juz fails badly.. ):
SOMEONE DIRECTS ME PLEAASE!!
chatted w him on phone ytd convo was dry.. nth much to talk.. dun wanna tell him my stuff nor other ppl's stories
saw him today.. worse than its on the phone.. we onli spoke 2 sentences.
imm feeling so tired.. so depressed.. feel like a lost child.. i dunno where to head.. immm so LOST... )):
apple loves
11:33:00 PM
Monday, June 04, 2007
BOO! apple is here to blog! ((x KEA was DAMN DAMN DAMN funny! haha! well~ he left his wallet at my house and went home! and didnt realised it until i called him!!! HAHA!!
ah GONG kia!!
buay ta han sia!
anw.. he took away the 2nd one!!! ((x i knew it! lol. i purposely placed a heart-shaped white choco on tt 2nd cake! HAA!
made more cheesecake after KEA left HONEY-LIME FLAVOURED! HAHA!
everything was good! except the fact tt i missed him =(
y cant i juz stop missing him??
for once i be my heart to be dead ):
i couldnt control it at all! shucks..
apple loves
12:51:00 AM
Sunday, June 03, 2007
bla bla bla~ met kea today @ rivervale mall like early in the morning 11plus am~ then bought cheesecake materials~ this time round not doing coffee cheesecake though! its chocolate! cuz kea wannnssss it.. he LOVES SWEEETTT stuff.. =.=
bought extra ingredients.. well was afraid there was lack of it.. but in the end.. we got too much of some ingredients.. =x
cheesecake was successful~ though there were some kick-ups in btwn~ =x
we made two triangle cheesecakes.. and two small little cup size ones.. haa.. gave one to my BOYFRIEND din.. and one eaten by kea and me.. as in the small ones la.. the bigger and prettier ones were meant for people ((:
HIS is for the gf~ mine... i dunno.. myb to my friend~? myb sae ah FAng?? cuz her 18h birthday i nv realli bought her an appropiate present.. =(( will give one proper one SOON! ((: we so long de friends.. i where will juz treat u to cheap cheap stuff de neh!?
guess ting or wen cfm will comment after tt.. LOL. ting wud sae i promised the tiramisu nv appeared~ n so does the cheesecake~ then wen wud most likely sae... her birthday is coming so do 1 for her?? HAHA!
didnt went for supper with daniel, kandis n charrisa as said the previous time.. cuz.. everyone wanted to study ((: whhheeeee~ apple no nid study for once (((((: but kind of bored.. doing different thing as everyone.. haha.
chatted with hh awhile on phone today!! cuz we are supposed to watch movie tgt today! but was pushed off cuz he wanted to go IT fair show! WTH! then after tt he came up with dinner again~ but was pushed off again!! so yeapp... anw.. we crap alot within the 5min talk lar.. HAHA.. tts HH.. still the best of the best.. ((: no worries.. i've learnt to let him go ler ((:
its onli the other him now... i'll have to learn to let go.. yea.. i know.. letting go is always difficult.. HAIS!! i always forget tt de lo!!
tml kea is coming my hse again to retrieve one of the cakes.. haha.. he wann the prettier one..((:
guess i better slp now~ nighhhhhtttttsssss (((: MEEETING UP SOON WITH EVERYONE TO CATCH UP!! (((((:
apple loves
2:18:00 AM
Friday, June 01, 2007
immm soo feeling like to write.. but yet.. when i saw this page.. suddenly like no feeling to write.. contradictions =(
went out with ting on thurs i think.. vesak day ((: onli went compass point though.. she managed to bring some happiness to me tt day ((: esp. when i recieved the sms "oh my im so excited to seeing u! wahaha lols" realli lighted up my tt moment ((: *loves yoo man*
had dinner with her and we shared the claypot chicken rice ((: food tts shared with her was nice.. enjoyed the moment snatching the atap seed in the ice kachang ((:
bought my new cap and an APPLE necklace.. tt was like damn ex!! $16.80 and $15.90!!! WTH! i like spend so much cann.. =(((
welll.. i wann go out again soon! esp. during my hols! sooo i shall realli scrimp now ((:
Rainbowlin
