PS: juz remembered that i SAW DANIU today!! woahh!! :) i think i shud be able to pass my econs paper la huh.. cuz i saw him today! HAHA. =x *nights*

apple loves
11:57:00 PM

ALL CLEARED!
papers are being cleared off.
no more shall it bother me again!!
errr... i hope so... =x

it shall be a wonderful day tml~
we are going to have our measurements taken for our CHEF uniforms!!!
and then~ we shall head for SENTOSA~

i think i can go lar hoh..
the doctor sae can de...
if i tml come back complain about my skin allergy...
we go sue that stupid doctor alright.. LOL.

anyway!!!!! its gonna be 12 00AM SOON!!!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY WEITING!
may yoo forever be pretty.. and may your mr right turns up sooon!!!! :)

of cuz not forgetting...

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JINSHENG!
may yoo grow shorter!!! BLEAH!! haha. =x may yoo find ur princess of dreams soon!!! :))

SAY....
GOOD NIGHTS TO APPLE now!!!!! :D
good nights! :)

apple loves
11:46:00 PM

arhhh!!!!
i cant wait for tml at all!
LAST PAPER!!!
and thats it!!!
HOLIDAYS!!! here i come!!! :)
today htmkg...
HAHA.. can pass can pass..
=D
but kinda scary lar..
the section B and C 40marks each lo..
nvm.. i believe i can pass :)
ECONS PAPER TML AR!!!
CHIONG AR!!!!
bye bye peeps! im gonna study in changi overnight later on!
omg. =x
GOGOGO! jiayou jiayou! :)

apple loves
7:07:00 PM

weeeehehehehehehe~
this morning while on the way to school..
for POM paper..
i saw DANIU on bus 23!!!!
weets!
err.. juz happie lo.
we 2 chat chat awhile while we walk towards our exam destination.. XP
i was so happy la.. that i msg caryn wad..
today POM paper cfm get full marks.
LOL.
then guess wad..
after paper.. i went to look up caryn and sae..
i think can pass can pass..
no more full marks tts for sure. LOL.
XP
2 more suckie papers to go!!! omg.
god ar.. bless me pls pls pls! >.<
*back to studies!* :)

apple loves
12:15:00 AM

sadded.
i did not go changi study in the end!
awwwww...
caryn ps-ed me for her friend's mum's curry..
die le lar..
=/
i simply dun hab the mood to study at home at all.
and worse still..
my stomach kip giving me the signal..
I WANT FOOD! =x
how? how? how?
actually feel that im kinda blessed de.
so many ppl cares for me. :)
my dajie.. my yinmin baobeii..
of cuz not forgetting my cousins!! :))
they've been reading my blog
and have been advising me and consoling me and caring for me!
while dajie and yinmin baobei blogged about me :)
i feel so.. honoured and good to be cared.
thank you soooo muchh!
apple lurves u guys forever. :)
dun wry.. those that i have not named de..
i wud be naming them soon! :D
after my EXAMS LAR!!! =.=
back to books.. >.<
i wannn my hols lar!!!! sicko.. XP

apple loves
10:48:00 PM

i can feel like my heart is pumping realli realli slowly..
ahhhhhh....
i feeel like dyinnnggggg....
not realli becuz of him lar.
BECUZ I haven been STUDYING!!!
arhhhhhhh~
stupid marketing..
i seriously have no idea y i do not have the mood at all!
help arrrr...
im so so so so so scared la..
i scared i cannot pass sia..
oman oman..
kill me.murder me.
WADEVA~
juz all the best to me!
im gonna mug hard at changi airport tonight!
sae GOOD LUCK! to me! :D

apple loves
4:03:00 PM

arhhh~
i've helped the two of yoo together le..
as wad yoo had said.. i had started engine for yoo 2 le..
the rest is up to yoo le.. but can yoo..
pls let me have my own private time awhile.
i feel terrible.
realli terrible.

may the two of yoo be forever de lovebirds.

to DAjie: im lurving yoo loads too.
i know smtyms even though ur words are not nice..
but.. its for my own good. i understand de. :]
if only my hearrt isnt that weak.
i'd probably be living in my own world of happiness.
my self-built fantasy.
i'd feel way way way much better than now. :)
thanks for the picture.
im wishing yoo to be my dear dear dearie sister too alright?
dun throw me by the side okie?
no matter wad happens pls be my side can? :)

by lies by creak by crook by anything..
i'll juz have to pull myself up again.
cuz exams are awaiting for me!!
studies are to be done!!!
i may breakdown i may cry.
i may appear happy but i am not.
but wadeva happens..
juz be there for me alright??
guys..do support me.. :]
cuz im realli v frightened.
my heart feels so weak.. =[

apple loves
2:40:00 AM

my HEarrtt is aching.
hurts so much.
someone bring me away from the sufferings can? =(

btw..
HAPPY.BIRTHDAY KAILING :)
yoo are officially 18.
im so sorry..
i juz dun have the mood to call yoo up and give yoo my blessings.

PS: my marianne and maria are gonna be a couple soon :)
i did the convincing part and counselling part.
hurrays.

with this, im gonna enclose my heart with the memories he left with me.
cuz he doesnt know how i felt.. and so he cant bring away my memories with him.
i can onli kip it deep in myself.. in my heart.
no one else wud know except for myself.
goodbye. i'll once let my heart dies off...

apple loves
2:46:00 AM

hello everyone.

my blog is finally 1 year and 1 day old le! :)
time flies doesn't it?
i dun like this piggy year.
i seriously dun like it..
in fact i hate it.

well..
ytd new yr eve..
im so hurt hurt hurt.
yesh. i met up with my marianne and maria.
yea.. go to es.
i have to pei my marianne..
i cant let her seh..
i cant let anything happened to her. :(
so i ps-ed my ex-colleagues to go to bugis and kbox.
realli sorry..

i'll have to sae its good that i went along?
its good that i din get myself drunk?
yea.. its good.
my marianne n maria and singchye and ahloon all went seh liaos.
ahloon kip touching me non-stop.
telling me he give up rw le.. then telling everyone im the part time gf..
and then.. tt day.. touch me on my thighs and so on so forth!
SO SCARY!!!
stupid arshole..

my maria and marianne is like.. breakdown lo..
dun tell u guys the details bah..
all i can sae is when my marianne breakdown, he breakdown.. for her..
so sad right..
my heart so wrenches and aches to see them both so hurt..
hais.. all i can sae is.. they loved each other at the wrong timing..
=(

i sent my marianne and gege home tt day.
for the first time of my life seh..
i send ppl home!!! omg..
$34 taxi fare nia!!! =.=
wad a bad new year eve. =(

apple loves
12:29:00 AM

HAHA! show u guys SMTH! u guys may be shocked man! :D





apple loves
3:15:00 AM

apple loves
3:01:00 AM

Weeeee~
im gonna blog blog blog about 14th FEBUARY!!! :)
HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES DAY!!!
i was HAPPY n SAD yesterday!! =/
Its sort of a so called best VALENTINES out of my life so far.
haha. becuz!! of all the valentines.. i recieved the most PREZZIES of all!
hehe.
i recieved CARMEN's big big rose from toysrus.
a cute cute lil bear bear from her too!
and a hand-made card from her too! :)
so sweet right??? =D
other than that.. i recieved DAJIE's valentines SAGA seeds!
hehe.
duhhh.. dun wry..
how would i ever forget my one and only real red rose ne?
yepp. given to me by DAniu! =D
so sweet of them right? hehe. :D
DAniu oso gave me a small packet of M&Ms chocs lar..
but hoh.. dunno whether realli is he buy one or shun bian de lo..
haha. cuz the BSC room was like so filled with roses and chocs and stuff..
so yeah.. dunno if he took the flower from anione and pass it to me de or wad..
haha. but still im so so so so happy to recieve the flower :)
Thank you Thank you Everyone who made my Valentines a nice nice one!
lurves u guys forevermore! :)

yepp in overall, my happy times were becuz i spent time with DAniu and CarmenCandy!!

im sad.. cuz... yea.. on VALENTINES lo.. that stupid asshole maria onli came out and looked for us programmes juz becuz my belove marianne pushed off the date. wth la.. we substitutes ar?

Hmph. ppl gt flower for the first ever time wad.. so cannot kan chiong over my first flower ar?

must u realli like kip snickering and laughing at me?

u stupid ass..
u deserve it when i suan u! hmph!

ok lar.. today i went to chc's new year church service.
they went thru like wad are the causes of a bad relationship.
mainly, selfishness, pride, resentment and insecurity.
the antidote would be selflessness and others. haha. i forgt le lar..
i think ar.. today the service like purposely made for me to go or wad de liddat lo.
tt time i was in dilemia; lost.. then they have topic on like.. light in the darkness..
making a decision and so on.. and now.. im having bad relationships..
haa.. think myb its time to be selfless..
i shud forgive the ppl who hurt me? =/

aniwae.. i juz love 14th Feb 2007 :)
candy knows me best :D

apple loves
1:42:00 AM

8th Feb
we went to rw's house to make the fruit tartlets. seriously.. i dun feel like going at all.. i went juz for the sake of going lo. went there to like u know cut fruits? cuz i scared not enuf manpower.. =/

i met up with kahwee and then we went on to meet rw the gang.. then we had dinner then we bought the materials we needed then we went on to her house..

sat with her side by side on the bus lar.. so siannn.. i realli gt nth to tok with her sia.. though she gave me a topic.."winnie like everytym change bf de hoh.." lol.

i juz replied.. izzit? then i pretend i v tired then i closed my eyes.

then when we reached her house alrdy it was like 9pm le lo..
damn late ler la.. then i quickly cut the fruits lo. with yy n kw n sarah.

aniwae.. there comes a part where rw went siao accuse sarah not piping when she sae wann to and not taking fotos when she sae she wann to but in the end went to watch tv..

becuz so.. sarah walked out of the kitchen.. then kahwee went out of the kitchen too cuz winnie was scruntinising the stuff tt he made.. well same goes for me too.. and out of the kitchen i went..

then out came rw too.. lol. she was crying and scolding us at the same time saying one by one give her attitude when she din like offended us.. and she onli sae sarah onli.. then off to toilet she went..

hello... miss rw. we did nth wrong ok. we din throw our temper at u. we juz kept mum onli.. now u are de siao-ing us.. we did our part alrdy ok. cutting fruits are like so so so much difficult than u guys job la.. juz pipe the custard onli.. we cut finish le u haven finish.
can use ur brain anot? when we finished cutting it was like 10 30pm le lo.
sarah yy n kw live v v v v far nia.. n u still haven start on ur waffle at all lo.. wth.
gimme attitude when i tried t help still in the end sae i gib u attitude..
u siao one izzit? =x

aniwae.. becuz so the 4 of us juz left the house straight awae. and becuz so.. me n sarah came to this conclusion where we wud not attend her birthday celebration at all..
which means.. ah nan n maria wun go.. sc thus wud not go.. and thus she is onli left with ah loon and eric..
o man.. wad a pathetic 18th birthday..
i mean like i do pity her for getting tt in return..
but i think she should realli get hurt over it..
if not she wun understand the hurt she has inflicted on ppl all these while..
even so.. i think she wun change her ways lo.
so.. now i've come to this conclusion.. thats it for my friendship miss rw.
myb at most we can be crapper friends.
aniwae.. ya.. happie 18th birthday.
hope u learnt smth well on this day.

9th Feb
we had our CCM junkies stuff!
she bao ga liao everything. so we seriously juz had nth better to do.
so me n sarah went to winnie's hse and took some stuff that was needed for the CCM thing.
i did my htmkg appraisal over there.
then we came back to school and gave them the stuff after which we took over the stall.
cuz she was missing.
nobdie knew how much she sell the bread and the waffle.
so we juz came out with other prices again.
poor weijie n derrick.
they were made to buy the so expensive bread to eat.
i guess it wasnt nice lo.
cuz weijie told me he threw it awae. haha.
mr daniu came over as well..
he din wanted to eat at all but well.. winnie made him ate it aniwae..
and he paid me for it.. haha.
then after sometime.. we went over to look for maria..
then came back to sch for SL briefing. =)
then after that went for xueping dajie's WEDDING!
CONGRATS man! :)
damn chio la.
nvm.. tt night i damn tired. took quite a few phtos!
with my beloved wilson COUSIN~ woots.
he is so shuai! lol.

10th Feb
went out with weiting n liwen
=D
we wanted to go shopping de lar..
but in the end.. bugis was flooding with so much ppl..
we juz simply felt tt it wasnt the day to shop at all la..
so off to hougang we went.
daniu so cute.
he asked me to join him at kbox with his BSC friends.
but cant la.
cuz im with my beloveds. how can i ps them right? =D
then went home early tt night.
then i think at 10pm.. i called up daniu..
and we had a 3hour chat... woo...
=D details dun tell u!
=D
enjoyedc the long chat with him.
he is juz like hh. able to light up one's day.
but the difference would be that..
he analyses my probs for me. :)
hh dun. he juz lights up my day :)
missing hh. but yep.
no more turn backs! :)

apple loves
11:20:00 PM

helo!
MY NAME IS ON THE SL LIST!! woohoo??
woohoo and woohoo and WOOHOO!! =D
sry W.. i think i juz rather be the same status as my friends.
i dun wan a higher rank than them.
i wann to enjoy the same good food with them.
=))

today i made another 2 new friends.
one is CARMEN~
the other one is LAURA~
weets! my social circle is getting bigger.
its realli good to have more friends. :)
aniwae.. yepp this laura is the one that my maria and my gege knows de.
err.. i onli knows that they knew each other.
how well.. i dunno.
and yepp.. Carmen.. :)
she is cool.
another person who understands and agrees with my feelings and thinkings. :)
and thru the 2 of them..
i finally see which is the true mark.
aww.. he is a bastard.
luckily my crush on him was a short-lived one.
if not... haish~
and becuz of this another real-live example..
im more convinced that flirts are realli flirts..
they cant realli change their spots..
they are juz like the leopards. =/
and thats the saying that goes.. "jiang shan yi gai, ben xing nan yi"

one last part.
i think daniu find me irritating now lo.
cuz im forever asking him about SL stuff.. omg..
and he today nv reply my sms.
think im realli irritating ba~
fine! i shant disturb him for... a short period of time.
haha. sorry wanru.. i already tried my best.
but he nv reply.. =x

alrighty.. off im going.
today is a nice day :)

apple loves
3:48:00 AM

hmm.. one thing that nv changes is having changes.
right now one of my beloved one is going thru one big major change.
if she can overcome this obstacle she'd lead a better and happier life.
but if she cant.. she'd suffer in it for a very long time.
im not sure wads the worst scenario if she cant overcome it.
but i believe that she can do it de.
so i would not want to go and search to know wads the worst scene.
i'd do my best to help her in wadeva ways i can.
=) to my dear one~
yoo are my beloved one. ur smiles are candies to me.
u are my pillar of support whenever i fell down.
so let me be ur pillar for now and stand up soon alright?
cuz yoo know im always falling down de. :D
loving yoo so much. loads of misses alright?
i'd be meeting up with yoo soon. :)

once again.. valentines is near the corner.
yepp~ its another year again.
my valentines would still be spent alone. :)
nvm ba.. as long as i still feel love in me to spend it thru jiu hao.
when tt day comes.. my surrounding would be filled with love and sweetness from all the couples.
no doubt that i'd be envious. :)
one day.. one day i'll be juz like them.
sinked in the sweetness and love from my mr right. :)
i'll wait for my heart to pump again and..
i'll wait for tt day.

good news. gege sae his heart is pumping again.
he finally feels love again ar? :)
but he doesnt let me know who issit..
nvm. myb becuz so we can draw a clearer line.
i shant be tt involved with them so much. :)
in case i get hurt again.

ytd chatted with eric tan. my sec sch friend!
not the one who drove the sunflower van. lol.
we talked until the stage where he reminded me rejecting him..
haha.. weird convo. fancy telling me tt his love was v deep for me then..
err.. lets juz forget it alright? its like.. 3 yrs back le ba?
haha. we'd juz be broda and sister and friends jiu hao.

okay bah. today stop here jiu hao.
back to studies. tml having a short quiz for my food hygiene. hees.
btw.. ive gt some inside information that im being rejected!!
duh~ rejected for some activities. =x cant sae it out now.. soon.
after tues i'll announce. haha.

nights everyone! :))
apple is sweet.

apple loves
11:05:00 PM

PISSED off sia.
with her.
i know its my fault la.
cuz i fell asleep in front of my com.
but then hoh.. its out of my control le lo.
i can sleep in front of com is damn pro le man.
its not even a comfortable position to sleep in lo.
kaos. sae sorry to her liaos lo.
then she still scold me.
"wats the use of saying it now when we already finished its without u and without all the links."
lol. i act. wanted to reply her. "Oops. i din realli meant sorry aniwae."
haa. i feel v lousy recently lo.
its like btwn me n rw its always "win-lose" situation.
siann.
o ya. i heard that she said that i had no time for econs but i had time to date daniel.
freakk sia. im not even like together with daniel lo.
for goodness sake. daniu helped me with my econs oki?
u are not going to be jealous over it juz becuz i was with him ba?
WU LIAO.
all i wanted was to finish my individual part asap lo.
u think i wanted to realli wait until 12am for my senior to help me meh?
liddat i wun even be able to help out at all lo.
its like so late la.. of cuz i wish i can help out asap.
but nvm.. things din went out like i wanted.
u know ar.. sometimes i juz feel like slapping u in ur face lo.
last week i told u we had alot of stuff to do this week le lo.
dunno who was the one sacarstically telling me wad..
there was actually very very little things to do.
juz econs la.. juz leadership project la.. leadership test la.. french project..
commskills test la.. v little onli mar..
even clarence oso agree there is alot to do lo.
HAH.. so in the end after two days u came over telling me wad..
i think we should start on our econs.. we are like realli far behind time.
stupid ass.. contradicting urself..
im getting more n more disgusted by u.
tell me how to face you and talk to you about wad.
u are such a bitch.

sorry peeps. i sounds so so so crude.
im juz in no mood. haa.
tml im having my leadership paper la..
im feeling so so so tired. =/
poor daniu. ytd delayed his time going home juz becuz of the econs.
hais. indirectly made him slept late la. so sorry.

ytd had leadership right?
for the first time.. i felt better at this tutorial.
cuz edric was sitting beside me. funny la he..
saying im lesbian with 'pui pui'..
haha. alicia la.. he call her pui pui (fatty)
u know wad stupid thing we did???
we tried our best to write the best for our worksheet..
then we would have kahwee to compare whose was the best!
HAHA!
apple gt 2 pts.
edric gt 1 pt!
APPLE is WINNER!!!! :D

okla ok la.. stop being lame le.
i'll juz stop here man.
tml gt leadership test la. at.. LT 31? =x
i go study le lar.
all the best to me!!!
and ya wish me luck that i'll be in part of the SL thing too? =x

nights! :)

apple loves
1:30:00 AM