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ladies and gentlemen... i hab an announcement to make.......... that is i'm now realli single and unattached ler!!! = (
yepp.. its time to face the reality. emmhmm. it happened in ytd midnight. =) well.. the both of us.. cleared my doubts n so on.. and the both of us some sort came to this conclusion that is.. i'll forget him n find my real knight while the both of us stay on as friends and so sort like.. broda n sista type of relationship. yea.. sad case. but.. this is wad i shud hab done previously instead of choosing escaping from reality. so by choosing sorting out stuff with him.. i'm also forcing myself back to the route of reality. i'm glad he did not choose to escape from the topic when i brought it up. realli. haas. i think he was probably v shocked when i brought up the topic.. sorwee hh. =x
our conversation was realli odd.. lol. i tot we 2 were suppose to be v embarassed bahh after sorting out tt stuff.. instead tt hh suddenly became my advisor (diaos) and when advising me not to think too much.. he indirectly told me tt i was still not matured enuf.. thanks huh.. wadeva bahh.. haas. i was like.. "huh.. u hurt ler ppl.. den now tell me all this "da dao li" ar? " haas.. well.. at least i'm facing reality now.. =) den we chatted till 2am liddat online.. omg.. he suddenly became so shocked bahh.. abit over-react when he found out its 2am.. think he scared get panda eyes bahh.haas. after chatting with him n all those wadeva stuff.. i went on chatting with shiyang on fone till o4 3oam.. we are PRO.. tt shiyang.. nv believe those stuff tt i told him de.. hmm.. den why ask? =.=
after tt still abit depressed den kept thinking about those stuff in my mind over n over again.. rolled countless of times on my bed.. till around 5am den able to fall asleep. cool. i realli dun nid to grow up ler.. haha. den todae afternoon 12++ ah fang called me.. den we arranged to meet at 01 15pm at her blk.. well, we were goin fer a haircut.. and highlighting =) my highlights were cut off ler mahh.. so i went to highlight again norr.. this tym i din chose red.. i chose orangey brown.. emm.. life goes onn mahh.. beside.. he asked me not to think so much ler.. and tml is another brand new dae.. =.= fine.. i shall live in a new wae.. i shall be different from my ytd de me.. i'm a new me from todae.. =) i MUZ look forward positively.. its not like.. my life will ends after he "rejects" me.. =D
woah.. it was cool.. i onli highlighted fer $20 oki.. cheap n nice..` i'm loving it~ =p sian.. den i had to sponsor ah fang $2.50 fer haircut fer waiting fer me so long.. lols.. yepp.. todae ah fang gave me a pair of earrings norr.. v nice.. i love it alot.. thank you ah fang =) hais.. i think i can realli go hab my eyesight check ler.. todae i stepped on a longan and i tot i stepped on a snail.. den ah fang found tt it was longan not snail.. she kept on laffing.. =.= .. to think i felt guilty fer stepping on a longan.. =.= haisssss..
after tt met lei at phoon huat den went hougang mall n shopped awhile den went home ler lo.. yea.. recieved my year book from lei too.. yuck.. i was so ugly in it.. someone burn tt year book awae.. i rather hab my money back. haas. think i blog till here bahh. hopefully.. he can find back his courage and clear off his wadeva reasons tt stopped him from getting back with her.. jiayous bahh. i will jiayou to forget u too. =) from this dae onwards.. u will onli be my big kor kor ler.. =) this is reality. i will however kip the happy moments we shared in me.. = ] 14th march the final dae of white valentines n as well as the final dae i escaped from reality. goodbyes..
lookin at the positive side` -heartbrokenned://pingsx* < / 3 8.15pm
Rainbowlin