todae..... emm.. normal dae.. nowhere to go.. so stay at home n rot.. early morn bahh.. i went online.. den think i came in not long tingsx came in too.. emm.. was chatting with her quite happily till we chatted abt albert see.. n we actually quarrelled over him.. =.=

oki lo.. i confess.. i badmouth albert.. i sae he not cute (to me).. den i went on n on.. den she was alrdy angry with me ler.. den around late afternoon i called her.. asking abt the outing tml.. cuz we may be goin fer k box together.. haven been dere with liwen n her.. so.. ya.. tot we cud go there.. but fang n ting tml morning nid to go bedok fer check-up.. so dunno wad tym we could go out tml.. if their check up too long den tt means we may miss out the 11 to 2 de slot.. :( so i kept asking her abt the timing n wad to do tml.. she was like abit not listening.. den not long after.. albert see arises in our topics again.. :( yepp.. the talk simply went fer the worst.. we 2 quarrelled.. i think she is v v angry bahh.. angry dao.. she took up the incident which happened 2 yrs ago.. the time when i simply sae jay sing de not nice.. i din know hw to appreciate mahh( tt tym).. she was so angry with me fer criticising albert.. tt she took hh n criticise too with her "wad if" .. ya.. i was simply so upset with wad she brought up tt i cried lo.. i hung up the fone and cried fer a full 10min.. till i fell asleep.

i may be in wrong.. but i'm realli curious.. do the friendship between ting n me.. onli worth of the idols? the people whom are not counted as friends.. who knew nth abt us.. had gone thru nth with us.. do our friendship realli onli worth of em? becuz of em.. she took out the most sensitive person into the topic.. indirectly hurting me.. but she did tt in anger.. hais..

so the outing is now canceled.. by me..and indirectly by me.. cuz i called ah huang n told her abt it.. den she transfer the msg to tingsx..my colleague jasmine sick ler.. she had fever.. so i got to take over her.. plus.. weiting probably haven cool off yet.. i nid more time to cool off myself better too.. and myb her check up may took longer time than expected.. suan ler.. rather than go spend money so unhappily.. i go earn money hao ler.. :(

the outing was thus pushed off further.. till when i dunno.. see first bahh.. :(

late ler i nid to go n slp ler.. tatas..

is our friendship onli worth like that...//pingsx*
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