helo helo n hellos! :) finally blogging again after like 18 daes.. haha. i was working hard u see :)

all the while i was working hard in suntec kitchen :) i'm so glad tt i had the chance to work there lo! haha! know so much more friends now! so fun! :) recently knew this guy call kelvin. which i recognizes as junwei cuz of his name tag. haha. then ytd then realise.... he was peiying's cousin! HAHA! the world is juz so small small small :)

knew so much more friends now lehh! so happy.. gt to know this crazy bunch of suntec ppl.. the kelvin (uncle) , qing nan (green man), sin chye (qin cai), jackie (air pork) and desmond (ang mo mo) !! lol. of cuz not forgetting peiqin, xin er, ashley, serene, dexter, mabel, yixin, yoke peng, pei swen, aaron, etc. so many ppl! plus my pastry kitchen chefs! ah Ong Papa! Liu Bin Shu shu! Andy Shu Shu! ah ling mummi! June. JENNIFER!!!!!! XD she rox! hehe! cuz she alwaes let me n yixin n mabel go gai gai! haha. to room service there! the most super slack plus crazy grp. :) the place where ruowen ton xue n kelvin they all wud be! hehe. lights up ur dae when u go up there :) though i alwaes TIO SUAN by kelvin co.

recently gt this new nick call ah boy. cuz when i wear the super big chef clothings... no figure mar.. plus i short.. plus.. hair all clipped up n tied n hidden under the high chef cap... tts y i look like ah boy.. haha. =.= very bad.. there is nv once i wun get suan. haas. but it was funny. :) at least can bicker with them marr. haha. have been bonding with ruowen they all alot alot recently. haha.. sort of neglectin april lehh.. =x but i'm enjoying it =D

ytd was a bad bad bad dae lo. all of a sudden felt like crying.. gt this sudden feeling of emptiness and felt real down. at that point of time felt like relying on any guy lo. kaos.. like so despo liddat. kip trying to psycho myself that its nth.. plz dun think tt wae.. lol. den they were all celebrating lo... with all the yamm sheng or wad.. i juz left the room.. feeling so moody.lol. mabel so good lo.. left the room becuz of me.. =x den pei me everywhere.. haha. ytd suddenly saw kelvin lehh.. then so super felt like crying ler lo... he still come n so concerned ask me wad happened. felt like juz relying on him... =x =x =x =x lucky i din...

haha. aniwae.. after tt smth lighted up my dae. hehe! mabel's sms =D she was telling me tt.... she is in the toilet... and she needed some paper.. and so.... she asked me whether i cud bring her some~~~~ LOL... which was far far over.. cuz she was by my side when i saw tt msg. LOL. i juz laughed lo. haha. cute. THANKS mabel =) u r my darling! =D thanx kelvin! u r my uncle! =D but i hate it when i saw him looking at me.. lol. i feel awkward. haha. think better dun dwell in kelvin stuff too much so as to prevent history from repeating itself :) crushing on someone is too dangerous on me ler.. no thx... its too suffering :) i'm still getting over hh :) think he blocked me or wad ler bahh.. nv online for so long ler lo.. no sms too.. no calls.. no nothing... : i dunno wad to sae ler lo.. hais.. hh.. believe me once more.. i will forget the feelings i have for u this time round. ur 18th birthdae meant alot of little details which meant "finishing" for me. :

the first time we met on ur birthdae.. i pinched ur face. haha! then on 18th birthdae.. i pinched the other side.. the letter i gave u.. it took me one whole night to write tt to u.. haha.. b4 giving u tt letter i made sure.. there wasnt any way for regrets doing so :] so.. hh :] find a gf soon.. and i'll find mine and then i can finally face u again n tell u in ur face proudly.. i forgt the feelings i had for u :) friends forever. i realli hope i can do it :] the 2 yrs u had given me pleasant moments. lighting up my daes. Thank you.

Jinsheng asked me todae.. all i had seen is onli ur positive side.. wad abt ur bad points? i replied him.. i choose not to see it unless u choose to let me see it :)

i'm very thankful for everything happened this period of time.. it made me happy n i do think i did grew up in terms of emotionally. haha. i did grow fat by the wae! haha. 3kg nia.... =.= hais.. becoming pig soon.. haha. long entry here.. well.. 18 DAES WAD! wad u expect? :D hao bahh hao bahh.. tml meeting ruowen at city hall at 2.. gt to leave this blog soon ler.. let me end with a nice grp foto eh? =)

i'm wearing skirt lo.. mind u.. i'm not bottomless. lol. :)

good nights ;p

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