bonjour!

alright.. i dunno wads happening.. this blogger thing doesnt goes well with my lappie.. there is smth wrong.. whenever i tried to sign in it would reply saying that there was error signing in its either my active scripting is not on or wadsoeva.. but when i went to check they are all enabled lo. then it juz wouldn't let me sign in.. aww.. stupid blogg....then now i put www.blogger.com/home then it juz lead me directly into my blog.. stupid stupid.. and stupid... todae like so damn guai lo.. haha. so early jiu go home ler.. can u believe it?? i reached home at 6.10pm!! haha! normally bu dao 11pm+ wun go home de lo. nvm.. be a good girl once in a blue moon! haha. i gonna lose my freedom soon.. tts when my CYA starts lar.. damn sad.. but i juz dun feel like letting go of this programme! i muz presevre! i muz get the CYA award and the testimonial! =x tt seems like the onli motive now... o man.. wad have become of me.. the previous me was so into CYA becuz i get to serve the different ppl.. arghh.. i've changed.. =( i am so sad over the change.. i dun like the wae i am now.. i am such a silly lovelorn now.. thinking of someone who is so impossible to be with me.. and everydae cant stop thinking abt him.. totally controlled by him.. so blur sotong now.. tell me any nonsense i would believe (this applies to everyone) then u tell me the truth i wun believe. arghh.. where is the previous wanping!!?? where is the previous apple?? i was so great with my art stuff then.. so spot-on on stuff.. WAD IS HAPPENING?? can i turn back to be the old wanping?????? i doubt so lo.. my size oso change liaos.. haha! fatter ler.. not as skinny as BAMBOO as b4 ler lo.. siann.. i cant show off to ppl who are fat liaos.. =( haha. no offence ar.. master juz now called me when i was on my way walking home.. hmm.. he is outside.. i supposed he called us to see whether we have any programmes anot?? ya.. think so.. i wish i wish i have more determination. so as to make myself stop thinking for him even like one dae oso good.. and spend more of my time on my friends. i seems to like neglect them alot lo.. haish.. suan ler suan ler.. i shall go take out my contacts and go rest awhile bahh.. so tired.. iiii.... shall not miss him for todae! =) i'll not sms him or msn him unless he does first? okie! deal! i muz believe i can do it de! :)

applerox.
au revoir.

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