hmm.. someone save me? i'm dropping into this pit-less hole.. =( i'm getting so controlled by him, his actions n his emotions. =( i dun wann larr.. i'm becoming more n more like a puppet.. going to be totally controlled. save me someone? :x he wasn't in a good mood todae.. n he tried smiling to me.. arghh.. hate it.. was totally affected by it. instead of feeling happy n smile back.. i became more worried lo.. cant even realli smile out. see hw he affected me?? my life.... =.= haish.. ruined.. =( can i like this person lesser? :) throw me a rope bahh. i dun even know whether he wud do as wad he promised in the pact. :) but i juz believed his every single words. siann.. he had a spell on me izzit? arghh.. wadeva.. =( todae.. he lost the monopoly game! woohoo.. finally won a game against him. haha. :) i knew that they were talking abt some serious stuff todae.. but.. they juz din wanted me to know too much.. hmm.. so serious until he din even realli eat lo. =/ i wish hard tt.. the problem would be resolved soon. so tt he can have tt smile tt always made me happy to be back on his face. :) i dun wann a fake smile. i wann a heartfelt smile. u'd fulfil tt wish right? :)
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