bonjour.

haven't been blogging for some days again eh? sorry. too tired ler :) ytd was supposedly a very boring day for me. because ya.. ytd i had my 2nd CYA :) yesh. i dreaded going. after a long long day of lectures and etc. and i'm supposed to make a special trip down there.. of cuz i would be bored. but anyway i dragged myself there. i met up with joel and the both of us went down there together. haaz.

didnt met up with ailing n evelyn lo. y? cuz ailing nv went to sch at all and evelyn was sort of.. not in CYA ler. hmm.. complicated case. so i wun go into details about it. :) yepp.

ytd i helped a total of 12 passengers though most of the talking werent done by me. (they were mostly done by my beloved wendy mummy) :) but at least i gt some achievement didnt i? :) me n wendy mummy ytd even helped out an italien couple lo. we obviously have communication problems with them lo. becuz the couple couldnt speak english at all.. they were speaking italien and a bit of french with us all the time. nevertheless we still managed to get them to understand us with our so-called chicken hands n duck feet dance. haha. o ya.. with the help of this SP senior rover as well. his name was zi rong.

me n wendy mummy went to buy some chocs in sweet treats in the transit area. some chocs that couldnt be found outside :D then i made joel keep my chocs in his pocket so as to smuggle out of the transit area of my CHOCS! weehhee.

found out tt this zi rong SR wasn't a simpleton at all. he actually lives so so so so so so near me lo! juz 2 blks awae. =.= i'm blk B n he is D =.= how qiao could it be? i dunno where the hell did he even get information about my school stuff lo. lol. we were from totally different school background but yet he knows who are my primary n secondary sch teachers, DM, principal etc. SCARY GUY!!! lol.

anyway on the way home.. i took bus with my wendy mummy home. and we took some photos. this is juz one of the few photos. :)

we are in transit toilet. haha.

and ya..i took the same bus as him (zi rong) too. it juz happened tt he fell aslp and didn't woke up when we reached our stop. so i called him up. haha. he was so shocked. n kip complaining his image is gone. funny guy :D but he is also a very sweet n gentlemen guy as well. cuz supposedly he could have gone home straight away de. but he chose to walk a longer distance to send me home. haaz. nice guy isnt he? and ya.. i think he even watch till i reach my floor ler then he walk back home lo. nice guy. :) thank you mr zi rong senior rover.

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today today.. supposedly i'd have to attend my french lecture de lo! but i didnt!!! cuz i couldnt wake up in time!!! i'm so so so sad! cuz it was jerome teaching today! arghh.. y... y did i not on my alarm??? attended POM tutorial only today. did some research on my interview part for comm skills today too.

after everything in sch today. me, rw, sarah, kw, yy, winnie and maxx went on to dohby ghaut to eat pepper lunch :) they wanted it. so i juz went along. haha. after eating jiu went home ler lo. kinda bo liao right? nvm. i was more of the siann type instead. cuz i took the NEL line all by myself only lo.

on mrt, i msged him lo. i dunno where the hell country he is in now la.. he nv reply my question. anyway, it juz turned out that instead of another 3 days he would be back he would be gone for another 1 week. i'm really feeling sianed off ler lo. =.= seriously i feel that i'm emotionally tired from missing him lar. 2 weeks was coming to an end ler.. then here comes another week. argh. hate him la. what was more was that he told me he was considering working in a food biz with the peter's oversea friend la. does tt means he wud be in overseas then? -.- i cant bear to think.

had a haricut over aunty's salon again earlier on. juz feel like cutting. probably becuz too sad ler. lol. saw chunwang's jie jie over there. pretty girl lo. lol. y chunwang so not shuai huh? =x aniwae.. my fringe and hair juz sux. abit regret cutting it. WADEVA. hair grows de.

sometimes i juz feel so alone. :( i hate the way i am now. so dependent on him emotionally. i feel that i am so such a weakling. (i sad till i cried earlier on lo. argh. *weakling* =x ) i want to be back the old wanping!! jinsheng! thanks for ur advices and encouragement. :) though u are evil to me in actions smtyms. but yepp. i'll stand up again de. i'm trying hard now. :) and alicia babe. thanks for always standing by my side and be there when i needed you. i'll promise u lesser tears and more smiles and laughter. okie? :)

todae i tot of this so-called nice nice sentence la. " wo xi huan yang wang tian kong. ying wei bu lun wo men zai na`er, ju li you duo yao yuan, wo men kan de que shi tong yi pian tian kong. ni shuo kan guo de tian kong." (i love to look at the sky. because no matter where we are, how far we are, we'd be looking at the same piece of sky. the sky u've looked b4.) hmm.. izzit nice? like v complicated like tt la. if u understand then good for u. if not.. then ask me lo. lol. try to look at this sentence in the literature way. :D

he was online earlier on asking me whether i was sad. cuz he heard so. din really reply his question. and he went offline ler. nvm lo. he wont understand either. no point telling him.

i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. OK. i miss him. i miss his presence. i miss his company. i miss his voice. i miss his rubbish. i juz totally miss him. awww.. *weakling* =x

au revoir.

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