fake.tell me everything is
fake.
tell me wadeva he told me is
fake.
i dun wann to believe that i am such a person to them.
tell me tt he is a
liar.
did i realli
hurt them or their feelings?
did i
not spare a thought for them?
i did.
i realli did.
i knew that they dun like me talking abt him all day long.
i
stopped.
it took me great efforts to do that.
i knew tt i was
always late for meeting them.
i tried to be
early.i realli did.
i know i'm still late now. but.. there was
improvements.
i know i am always in the
wrong frequency but i tried hard to be the
same frequency.
but have u guys realli tried to stand in my shoes!?stop complaining abt me behind my back when u dunno wad kind of
turmoil i'm undergoing!
did u guys
tried to understand me?
is losing the
"real me" my fault?
is
not being myself my fault?
am i realli suffering now juz
only becuz he is overseas?
THINK! why am i
sad? its also partially the
neglection i felt from you guys.
i kept mum about it becuz i know that there is someone bound to be neglected within us. and unfortunately i'm the one. i kept mum hoping that everything would be better. but
NO.. i was always misunderstood that
i made myself look so suffered so i could get attention from him.for godsake.. to think these are wad i'm being think of only...i felt as though i'm very
cheap.. i dunno are they realli people for i've known who they are.. or am i the one who is realli
odd one out?
y doesnt they tell me anything abt wad they
think?
arent true friends suppose to share wad they think and felt?y make me feel as though i'm the
last person to know everything?
y kip having assumptions that u guys
nv bothered to clarify with me?
It hurts me u know..it hurts me to know thats wad "true friends" are.I was very very glad tt you were by my side when i in such vulnerable state.
thank you. no words can describe my gratitude. i'm juz thankful that i'm loved by u.
u know who u are. :) *huggs*
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