bonjour..
maria was online earlier on..
din manage to chat with him online but he did leave a message saying that he would be back on
28th dec if everything dun goes wrong..
im so so so sad la..
by then christmas would be over le lo..
wad for did i ever made them their christmas cards?waste of my effort :(
he broke his promisehe is a liar
after all the assurances that he had gave..
saying that they would be back be4 christmas..
lies.. all lies..i know it is very demanding and bad of me to say stuff like this about him..
when im the one who knows why they could not come back in time and so on..
i know wads happening..
but.. the fact that he couldnt come back b4 christmas juz kill my hopes..
all the while my hopes were rising and falling..
i know..
rising for the date 25th was coming nearer..
falling becuz the waiting period is so long..
im getting tired and sick of waiting for him to be back and solve the problem..
i juz feel like..
giving up on that problem..
i dunno..
all i feel is everything is falling apart..i guess its better that i juz treasure all my sweetest darling friends around me bah..
those feeling real and is real around me.its time i shud spend effort and contact them b4 i lose them isnt it?
this entry sounds so depressing liddat..
alright..
i think i shud stop here..
i think i shud pray hard to jesus that everything will turn out well..
:))
merry christmas everyone!plz make sure u guys realli enjoy ur christmas!including those who had to do their CYA duties on that day! =/
im sure smth realli happie would happen in the airport on that day for u guys! :)
myb
MYB.. i'll juz take over u guys' shift bah~
if i have realli nth on~ :)
au revoir.
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