juz bathed not long ago..
can u believe it if i tell u that i bathed for 1hour plus?
=x
yea..i know u cant believe it cuz i cudnt either.. haa..
basically i spent 20plus minutes crying in there..
i dunno.. i juz feels that my head is damn heavy..
as if its overloaded with too much information..
n my heart.. it feels as though its dead..
was thinking wudnt it be good if god can do the wonder to me like he did to kea
terrible feeling.. i dun feel like human at all..
scary feeling..
there was this tot that came to me u know..
if devils n gods realli exist as like wad kea said..
y not i choose to believe in devils..
i know i shouldnt think this way..
but im was juz thinking onli..
cuz u know afterall god took away so much things from me..
my hopes.. my friends..
yea.. was thinking y do i assume its god?
myb its the devil? i know u guys feels weird if u were to read this..
haass.. im not too sure too.. juz.. feeling.. tired..
wann to realli rest... think i realli nid a place that can realli cools down my mind n everything..
hmmmm..
pls dun ever make the same things happens to me again..
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10:58:00 PM